WTF is wrong with people?

DUDE I am starting to think I might be the only sane person around these parts. WTF is up with people not "liking" others bc they don't 100% agree with them? I like the idea that my friends and others around me have their own opinions on certain topics. It makes it fun to talk about different views and stuff. I'm lost... It would be boring if everyone agreed and felt the same about everything. UGH anyway

I TOTALLY screwed up lol We made candy apples the other day and my dumb ass ate one and lost a bracket.. (thats gonna hurt when it comes out lol) and my back bracket on my right side came off but was still hooked to my archwire. I went in on Tuesday and they clipped my wire off and now I have two teeth without brackets lol. I have to go in at 9:30 today and have everything fixed. This should be "fun" UGH but it's totally my fault. I admit it. Ok off to sleep.



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I went to the doctor today....

ok well most of you may not know that I have been having horrible allergic reactions to "something" for the last 2 or 3 years. No one has been able to pin point WTF is triggering the reactions. I always seem to react to something different. Never the same thing twice and on paper I am 100% healthy (thank goodness). So I was taken off ALL my meds about a month ago. *sigh* So I might not be a nice person to be around for the next 6 months LMAO Im hoping that being off my pain pills and stuff will be a good thing. It's not like I take them EVERY day or anything. I cracked my tail bone awhile back so when the weather changes it still hurts. My reactions have left dark marks on me. So my dermatologist gave me bleaching cream. I'M GONNA BE MICHAEL JACKSON YALL!!!!! lol just kidding. I got an email the other day about the dark mark on my hand so I thought I might as well explain it to everyone at once. I kinda went on a blog rant about society lol Check it out.

My new dork-passion lol

I was up late one night a couple months ago and was flipping through channels to see what was on TV. I stopped at NBC and found Poker After Dark. I now watch it 6 nights a week. lol Last week's game totally kicked ass. It had my favorite player in it Daniel Negreanu. Ok This guy is a GREAT poker player and as cute as a button lol. I have a thing for smart guys lol He even has his own freakin' video game and has written a few books. I've started hanging out at fulltiltpoker.net and pokerstars. This is going to sound sooooo dorky but I do believe I have become a poker groupie. *giggle* I want to go and watch Daniel play live. Stupid huh? I love that so many of the poker players talk trash. It's funny to watch. I was going to email Daniel and tell him how cute I thought he was...lame right? lol but he has a wife and I think that would be wrong. hehee ok so that's my new dorky passion.

*blank Stare*

Ok so I didn't go finish my letter (i need to tho lol). The list of people I can't trust seems to be getting longer and longer as the days go om. As soon as I am done here I am calling all my phone companies to see about having my numbers changed. Which will be a pain in the ass since I have had all of the number for years now and all my business shit is attatched to them. At this point I think I'm willing to put in the extra work of contacting all my business people and stuff and informing them of the number change. My bestfriend did this a couple years ago and I didn't "understand" it. NOW I do. Sometimes you just need to start clean. Wipe everyone and everything out of your life that you have no use/need for. Wipe out those you can't trust or just don't want around anymore. Kinda like a re-birth I guess. Gawd I've grown up lol Is there a 12 step program for being a bitch? LMAO It's odd I feel like I have been through some sort of "life program" where you get to have your eyes opened and get a deeper understanding of life and yourself and you live through it and get a chance to change what is wrong with YOU. I have come to understand that no matter how hard I try and how much I want to make others better people or want to help them be better people ...I can't. They have to do that. I'm lucky. My bestfriend is one of the most wonderful people I have ever come in contact with (Second only to my aunt). She was there when I was the chubby kid getting picked on and she'll be there when we walk into our high school reunion and people go DAMN THEY'RE HOT lmao I might seek out raki healing. I need something to help heal my mind, body and soul. Sometimes we ALL need that but just don't want to admit it. Ok Now I'm REALLY going to finish my letter lol I've only been working on it for like a week lol

I'll post tomorrow about my dorkiness LMAO

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OY ok so I went to the ortho on the 30th. I found out i had two messed up not one but TWO of my brackets ugh If that wasn't enough they put power chains and top AND bottom. This is the first time I have had both at the same time and let me tell you my teeth hurt for the first 3 or so days. OUCH. I got pink on the top and purple on the bottom. I really need to snap a couple of pictures of them. They are cute colors. I mean as cute as metal and plastic going across your teeth can be lol I've had an "ok" last few days. I've been taking my tylenol (since I cant take motrin) and it isn't doing much. I need something stronger. Something that just knocks me out so I don't know I'm in pain lol I'm joking I'm totally not like a pill head or anything but yeah my teeth hurt. I have to keep remembering it will all be worth it in the end. I'll have pretty teefies lol

Okie Dokie I have a letter to finish. I might post some more stuff in a few minutes. I have some other stuff on my mind but I'm not sure I want to bore you with it. We shall see. lol

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