Feeling MUCH better

WOW It's been a hard/strange few months. I slacked off on my blogging and I'm very sorry. Life sometimes takes you down roads you don't plan on. Seems my life has been one huge ride this year. I've felt like I'm on a ride that's moving out of control and someone else it at the controls. As of right now it seems the ride has slowed down enough for me to hop off tuck and roll. I'm in the dusting myself off stage. The next stage is kicking the ass of whoever is at the controls so I can be at the controls once again. I can't really fully explain here (contract reasons) but I have come to the understanding that my photographer is 100% right. NO good deed goes unpunished. You try to do something nice and you get shit on. Well this time I didn't just get shit on. I got shit on....run over.... insulted.... offended........ and hurt. *sigh* it all started with attempting to do something nice for ungrateful bitches and it all just went from there. Oh well I got over it and moved on. *shrug* Now what I don't understand is people who #1 don't know WTF is going on #2 what's going on has nothing to do with them and #3 try to demand shit from you. I guess I just can't wrap myself around that sort of thing. I gave up my radio show for awhile. It seems the topics were causing "issues" with the "people" I work with. Not exactly sure WHY but eh it's not worth getting on the air and taking calls and risking that one of them might be some upset porn/swinger person that attempts to upset me or my listeners. Sucks tho' I was really getting into the whole radio thing. Maybe I'll pick it back up in awhile. I must admit I was quite sad when I found out my "friends" weren't really my friends. Kinda like the death of a friendship. Hmmmmm can a friendship die if it never really was a friendship in the first place? Interesting thing to think about huh? I will also admit I was more upset when my dog Gidget died than I was over the death of these friendships. So that says something about the friendships doesn't it? lol OK Enough of my "deep" thoughts lol I guess I just kinda wanted to explain (as much as I could) what has been going on with me for the last few months. My next ortho appointment is on the 30th. GAWD I need to wear my rubber bands UGH. lol I'm sure my ortho will tell me that. So I guess this post is to say I'm OK ...back.... and ready to play!!!!